Computer Update: My personal computer is broken i get this blue screen when Windows starts and I cant get passed it, it tells me to start in safe mode and wont go further. So ive been using my dads work computer and deviant art doesnt Work that great on this computer it lags sooo much and its so annoying. Im going to try to get my friend walt to look at it maybe and if not Jen suggested that I get a new CMOS battery or something...

Art: I need to stilll do still lives for my portfolio, but I also need different sized paper which i dont have the majority of my portfolio is on computer paper =[ not good. But im going to work on it and practice I already tried to brush up on doing bottles....suckfest thats whats going to happen here haha. Right now im working on a drawing that i started Nov 7th and it is a drawing i did of myself in the middle and im drawing the things I like to draw around it sort of like saying this is me and what I draw, and how I see things you know? So far Im done and i have one wing theres a small star a apple lol a clown nautical star and other stuff...

Lately: I havent been doing much of anything kinda really bored. Im also looking for a job but this economy sucks and im not getting called back because I dont have any experience so sucky. My friends well yea not much help in the bordom department sometimes..

Oh and this week I was hanging out with my friend Ryan L and this girl Mel and some chick came over and sat next to me and started to talk about how she wished she could stop doing drugs and how shes high all day everyday and me and Mel where giving her very logical ways to stop and she wasnt taking any of it. So Mel said she had to go home so we started walking seperate ways she also called me and mel shadey.. and the girl said hey and I answered and she told me to come over to her because she had something for me and I said no because it seemed weird and she said "no come all the way over here and ill give you something" Which sounded really strange so I said no esp because she was reaching in her jacket and she was like what are you scared and I just said i have to go and we walked out of the fence.

We heard her wakling through the leaves twards us so we walked faster and she got out of the fence and said why are you guys running? and then said " I have something for you come here" I said not to answer her anymore or something. Then we heard her whistling and then clanking on the fence and Mel turned around to look at her and she was running a knife she pulled out of her jacket against the fence...which bassically means what she wanted to show me was a knife..not cool so we walked faster and then the girl started to run twards us. I didnt want to walk to my house so I called my dad to pick us up from Mcdonalds but he was in New Jersey, so I called my mom and she came..I also didnt not get in trouble my either of them for saying " pick me up from Mcdonalds some crazy bitch is chasing us"

So weird..that was tuesday.